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Just A Memory

by Mostly Scared

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1.
And I saw you in a dream I had, You came to me and took me by the hand, You said," don't let go, this could be the last time, You may ever get to say goodbye," But if I stay, I can't promise things will change, Or if things will stay the same, And I hope that one day, You find someone better than me, And I want to know if you can hear me, Because I need you close without you disappearing, And I hope in time you forgive me, I want you to know that I'm sorry, 'Cause if I stay, I can't promise things will change, Or if things will stay the same, And I hope that one day, You find someone better than me.
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Falling from the sky, Slip into the night, Now I wonder why, You had to say goodbye, It's something that I've got to know, I never know which way to go, Now you're always in my head, It's something I can't lay to rest, You slipped far away, Further than I could reach, You left everything, Behind to dissipate, I think it's time I let you go, There's something that you've got to know, If only I had the chance, I'd do it all over again.
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When I get lost in my head, I think," is this as good as it gets?", And I hope it's not true, When I get lost in the night, Everything seems so dim and so out of sight, And I feel so confused, But what else can I do? Would I be better off dead? Escape from the pain and every single regret, And I know it's not true, I thought there'd be more to life, Than existing and always wondering why, And I feel so confused, But what else can I do?
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Head in the clouds, don't you stray away, Far from home but I'm here to stay, Reaching out for some former clarity, Don't catch me from falling down x2 I'm headed for the ground, Glaring moonlight glimmers on my bed, Crushing echo pulses through my head, Heavy eyelids tighten up their grip, Don't catch me from falling down, Don't catch me from falling, Don't catch me from falling down x3 Don't catch me from falling.
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I'm begging you, darling please, For you to stay here with me, Don't be so quick to shy away, When things don't always seem okay, Let's just take the time to figure it out, We don't always have to be so proud, I don't want to feel all alone, In a world that's so cold, Time only lets us heal the pain, I hope you come back one day, I don't expect you to feel the same, You can say that I'm to blame, I just hope that you're happy, Even if it's without me.
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Barely ever fight, She knows that I love her, At first we made it every night, But I don't want to bug her bout it, She just has a funny way of loving me, Pair of ticket stubs in her desk, A movie I'd never seen, I probably shouldn't ask, It sounds so accusing, She must have forgotten to mention girls' night out, The breakfast cereal talked more than we did all day long, I asked her for a walk but she had to be on her way, So I told her I knew she'd been stepping out, She swore that she could explain, She swore that it would not happen again, She swore that she could explain, We both knew her words were in vain.
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Watch your life fade, Time stands in place, See memories, In your state like dream, Don't be scared of moving on x2 Take your last breath, Hold hands with death, And now it's time, To say goodbye, Don't be scared of moving on x2

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My very first full length album that I am very proud to release! Just A Memory is that perfect balance of fuzzy Shoegaze and glimmering Dream Pop loaded with reverb. This album will take you through feelings of heartbreak, introversion and acceptance. After working on this album for over a year, I really hope everyone enjoys it as much as I did making it!

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released July 5, 2020

I would like to thank Taylor Allen for all the countless advice and help he has always given me on my music. Mostly Scared would not be what it is without him. Please check out his band Mannequin mannequinwave.bandcamp.com

I would also like to thank Laura Michelle for the absolutely amazing album cover! You can find her amazing work at www.lauramichelleartistry.com
You can find all her work and social media platforms there.

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Mostly Scared San Diego, California

A lonely emo writing dreamy shit in his bedroom

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